I think sometimes I’m so hard people I care about is because I’m hard on myself…because I feel that they should also know better. 

But then again, expectations should be directed to oneself. not directed toward others. because honestly, putting expectations in others, you will always be let down.

I realized over the course of this month that I trip about a lot of nothings.

I stress over a load of bull. & to lead a happy life, I gotta not worry about things that aren’t in my control.

Let it be…don’t let little insignificant things get to me. Ignore what I don’t wanna see or hear. 

Timing. That’s definitely something I have to work on.
 

I should learn to be more sensitive…I’ve never had anyone around me pass away. I don’t know what the pain feels like to loose someone close to you. I don’t know what it’s like to feel that sadness overwhelm you. It’s hard for me…I try, but sometimes I forget. I can imagine what it feels like, and I can only imagine what you’re going through.

So I’m sorry if I wasn’t exactly cutting you any slack. Sorry for being heartless. ):